eh.   
02:01am 22/01/2020
  nothing seems sacred anymore.

blah blah blah, life goes on. aurevoir.
 
     

37 gaveittome | | PUSHIT

 
an entry in tagalog.   
05:20am 28/06/2003
 
mood: gising pa.
music: michelle branch - stewart's coat
when i was younger, lagi nalang ako nagiisip na sana naman... meron magmamahal sa-akin. hindi lang galing sa nanay, tatay or kapitid ko. kasi sila, nandiyan para sa-akin kahit kailan. ang gusto ko ay mahalin ako nang isang tao, lalaki na makatulong sa-akin minsanminsan sa mga problema ko.. sa ulo. heh. or i would imagine how it would feel like pag may umibig sa-akin. hindi ko nga alam kong napaibig na ako, pero minsan talagang parang.. in love na in love na... minsan hindi ko na gusto ang ngayari. or the aftermath.

but anyway, my tagalog is so bad. gaaah. but an attempt, to say the least. why am i still awake?
 
     

PUSHIT

 
an ode.   
10:17am 29/05/2002
 
music: unwritten law - [ seein' red ]
"time, as we all know, is sometimes a bird on the wing, and sometimes a crawling worm; but men are happiest when oblivious of time's quick or slow pace."
 
     

PUSHIT

 
   
12:39am 08/02/2002
 
music: a perfect circle - [ wake the dead ]
"Every part except the gold is split
by a great fissure from which endless tears
drip down and hollow out the mountain's pit."

- Canto XIV, Lines 106 - 108
 
     

PUSHIT